♥True Love

2011-10-14T00:24:00.001+08:00

Im trying so hard for you baby~

2011-07-24T11:53:00.003+08:00

Things always happen for a good reason, it comes in a form of protection. You must know that what goes around comes around. I'm doing my best and have always done my best, no one ever saw and appreciated it.

FAH!!!! Its not worth, whats worth are the ones that are still with you.

2011-07-21T22:00:00.002+08:00

i think after that day u posted, you wouldn't visit this place anymore. i feel very sad and frustrated each time i think about how you cannot forget about him. if crying and crying will help make you reply my texts and talk to me more i would cry and cry.

what happened to the original you that use to make me strong, support me in whatever i do? tell me?

2011-07-20T06:53:00.002+08:00

now then i managed to see this. oh well, at least i knew you appreciated what i did to help.

hmmm, i still do not know up till this day what are u holding against me still. you want to treat me as a friend but you just keep ignoring me and not replying my texts. when i ask u out, you'll say see first but in the end no replies or calls.

after hearing your reply that we dont have a chance to be together again, i dont know how to move. the world around mme literally stopped. all i can do is stalk yyou on facebook, nothing else. ns isnt helping me much either.

finding a girlfriend is damned easy, but, finding a girlfriend as good as you? that would be something very hard! girl, come find me one day saying you want to come back. please i'll be waiting.

2011-06-08T01:21:00.001+08:00

HELLO ! guess who is this ? lol .
anw, here to show how much i apreciated ur help .
thanks thanks thanks thanks ! HAHHA :D

bye bye ! ((((:
faster get a girlfriend kayyy , all the best !

2011-05-04T02:26:00.001+08:00

This is as dead as how I'm feeling now. Your birthday just passed and I didn't get to meet you at all my darling.

Stay close don't go. There are many things up ahead that you have not experienced. Its not about how much I control, is how you want to take over control.

I know you must hate me now, but I still love you.

2010-12-02T00:45:00.003+08:00

Back after a long and nice day~

Didn't promise dear that I'll blog but anyways, just to make her happy, I will. :D
Morning woke up at 5am supposed to go for NAPFA test, but didnt go. Because I was having sore throat and fever. So slept till 12 then headed over to Novena for my casting. After that, went to buy seaweed for my darling as she is always craving for seaweed. Glad that she liked it.

After that, trained back to Pasir Ris and meet darling. Then decided to go bugis for lunch. Ate, walked around and bought some clothings. After that headed over to Far East for dear to shop for CNY clothings. She bought quite alot and was quite happy. Then, watched "The Next Three Days". Not a bad movie.

Headed back to Pasir Ris after that, ate Mac. Home sweet home after that. Quite happy that darling is very happy today!
<3

Happy or not? I blogged cause you wanted me to. Hahahas.
Love you~

2010-11-30T06:03:00.003+08:00

hehhhe , i am too bored thts why i took this . hahhha cannot angry okay ? at least still got the heart shape and handsome ;DD

today went to bugis with marcus , bryan , babyy , clement , tingpoh, alan , junkai , joel , daryl, inwe . erm i think thts all . babyy spent a total of hundred plus dollar on clothing . hahhha . but all damn nice HAHHAHH . first we went to eat , than to bugis and walk walk . while me and baby walking around buying stuff . joel and daryl was buying their shoes and the rest was outside the tattoo shop . than after tht nothing much , loitering around . than went to eat again . arouond 7+ i think we mrt bk to pasir ris . and went to clement house . while joe ,daryl and clement majiong , me and babyy sleep . HAHHA . thn go mac eat again thn home sweet home . ANW , i dont know why am i typing all this . lol.

bye .

2010-10-01T00:46:00.002+08:00

walao. nvr update one . lol.

dam sian now . my phone was left at babyy house today . hhaha .

finally printed out the photo for art , FINALLY but in black and white ._.

hhaha . able to upload some photos that i have taken , in the past . lolololol

2010-09-12T03:08:00.003+08:00

hihi .

the blog is getting boring D;

like this ? hahha .

signing off,
jiayunnnnnn

2010-09-08T02:16:00.002+08:00

Heya! Met darling today at WhiteSands in the noon, decided to watch movie.

Went to Iluma to watch "The Hole", not a bad movie. Heehee Got one part I tio shocked. After that went to eat MOS burger. Service damned slow there. After MOS burger, we went to Bugis street walk walk.

Back to Iluma again, watched "Cats and Dogs". Funny movie!! Went home after that~ xD

2010-09-06T04:00:00.002+08:00

Pictures of my cute dear!
Nothing much to post. Not really happy with the dp still. hais!!

2010-08-25T00:09:00.003+08:00

Posting now cause I'm feeling happy~

Quite an uneventful afternoon, had an arguement with baby at 444, but got over quickly and everything became alright. xD Baby, don't talk till so xia lan to me the next time okay? <3

Well, after that she went home to change then left for CS. Thought Jubeat knit at CS was 4 tunes $1.50, now became 3 tunes $2 just like WhiteSands. Played Jubeat for a few rounds, linked with baby. Got pissed off at the splash there. Last key to excellent, splash. ZZZ

After that went to play fishing game, then back to Jubeat. Then baby realised that she left her ring on the Jubeat machine just now. Then went to counter and LUCKILY found the ring. Don't be so careless next time.

After that went back to Pasir Ris to see Xian Xian and Hao hao. Brought Xian Xian to WhiteSands. Can be quite a chore when he reached the arcade. Hard to persuade him to go home, but overall it was very fun and he was cute.
Went to slack with baby and HuiXin then headed home. xD

Love you darling~

2010-08-11T01:36:00.001+08:00

I am a total idiot!!

2010-08-11T00:35:00.002+08:00

Posting after such a long time. Only my dear posts for me recently. Thanks dear!! xD

Well, I've seen certain things and I don't like it!! Oh well, what should I do about it? If I did something about it, I might just ruin another thing. Sitting back and watching would just make me feel so fucked up!! =(

To my dear girl:
I have many wishes hoping that you can fulfill all of them, or at least the most basic ones. Please know your limits, stop smoking and initiative is the most important.. You know that you can do it for me.
Those 3 words mean a lot to me! We are a part not apart! There is no need to be shy about anything. Some days are just rough for us, but after all, we will pull through all these days TWOGETHER! Holding each others hands and walking on and on and on till the day we die.

Don't ever give up hope on me and I'll never even think of giving up on you. As a matter of fact, I never ever had the thought of giving up on you at all.
I promise that I'll do my best to remove all violence towards you already, I need you to do your part not to tempt me or push me, I'll control..
I promise I'll not pick up a quarrel that easily, I need you to give in too, take some initiative.

This is all for now anything more you want just tell me, I'll do my best to fulfill it.
I wanna keep trying until you feel that I'm perfect for you.

SORRY for everything~

I LOVE YOU, I NEED YOU! I WANT YOU TO NEED ME!

2010-07-21T00:01:00.001+08:00

baby , iie lubb euu dieep dieep ;DD

2010-07-06T16:11:00.003+08:00

Its freaking amazing how girls these days can help another person to blog instead of their loved ones.. Hahas. Ironic?
Hmmmm.. Call to tag oso like want to die want to die de.. But, ownself go tag other people's blog zhidong.. Wooooo..

Today I've learned this new feeling, it isn't Jealousy.. It is called "admiration"!! xD

2010-06-20T00:45:00.002+08:00

I love it today..

Just now I pei baby when she was working. Stood for nearly 10 hours there doing nothing just watching her work. Damn cute!! I wish I could work together with her, I applied for a job in a bistro near the shop that she is working so that I can see her. xD

Well, I enjoyed it today because this is the first time in my life that I ever did nothing just to pei my baby work.. hahahahas

Very very happy today. <3

Love you lots dear.

2010-06-16T03:06:00.003+08:00

Love Really Hurts!!

Can someone try to make me remember or recall what is happiness and love?

I am really hopeless now. Things are not really smooth for me, the more I give in, the more pain I feel. I do not want to state the recent events that happened that caused the way I feel right now. What must I do to really make you feel the way I feel?

In the past, you used to care but now?? For example, "Baby, lets not meet tomorrow." Usually you would reply with "Why?!", but now the reply would be "Okayy". I do not know whats on your mind!! I have never heard you mention before hanging out with any cliques then on the fourth month, you suddenly tonned with friends. After letting you, bad things happen that makes both of us sad and unhappy. When we were together since the first month, you would never slack with friends that I dont know till late in the night, till that day, that clique popped out.

After that you keep wanting to slack with them after that day. Just so sudden, like you are preparing to leave me for good. I keep crying night after night wishing for you to love me properly. Please I want some of your past, the past where you put me totally as number 1, talking to me with care and no attitude and some of your present, the present where you are are the sweetest thing in my whole life.

Please my darling, if you see this be what you used to be but much sweeter only~ Please come back to me totally. I do not want to be on the same level as your friends.

I Love You

2010-06-14T14:30:00.003+08:00

hey hey earthing!
jeremy's girlfriend here helping him to post .
HAHA
HAPPY 4th month anni .
he's currently playing majiong now . HAHA
let the photo do the talking ;D

2010-06-04T04:17:00.003+08:00

Hey peeps,

Went to Clement's chalet today after catching our movie at E!Hub. Watched "The Killers". Not a really eventful day, but in the end things turned out better.

Towards 4am, Baby felt hungry so we decided to head over to Mac to have our so called breakfast. Then some interesting things happened. Hmmm, lets let the pictures do the talking. xD

2010-06-03T03:50:00.003+08:00

hihihihi
i'm with jeremy cheong meh mehhh now !
hahah , tonning at clement's chalet.
but sadded , his chalet cannot be connected to the wireless.
therefore, we landed in mac just for the WIRELESS!
HAHA , there's some photo for me to show off , taken by baby's webcam

2010-05-05T01:11:00.006+08:00

Like the new picture?
I decided to remove the song.. More and more irritating.. "One less lonely girllll~" Lols. Anyways. Here's some of my thoughts. Not angry or what. Just wanna let you know how I feel!

If you could be like this this this this, I'll be damned happy! But it won't be really you~ Thats the sad thing about my life.

Haiyooo say so much also no use. ARGH!!
Humans are made to me more and more stubborn with each generation change.
Quit everythingggggg!!!!!! Argh!

Quit smoking! Quit hiding things from me! Quit being so obnoxious! Quit bluffing me!
That shoutout made me feel much better~ Seriously.
I know I love you to the max, no matter what others think of me or us, I DONT CARE! I just want to find out how much you love me. Certain things I really hate to compare. But its too obvious not to notice.
On phone you said you were going to sleep. Nevermind, then. I received an accidental message from you to another guy. Hmmm can't sleep didn't message me but messaged him instead? If it were short messages I don't mind. So long sia. Mine was 2 words plus a full-stop, his was hmmm shouldn't go any further.
YES I am fucking jealous okay? I'm not angry though, just damned jealous of that lucky guy who got such a nice message from you. A friend's message nicer than boyfriend's message. Now know why I'm jealous? You used to be sweet so sweet that I wished that I could have that priviledge! I'm not even getting half of it now. Sadded. Till today, you still calling me Jeremy, a lil weird. I sometimes keep asking myself y am I wearing a couple ring which my couple doesn't wear?

Gonna do my best! Be more sensitive towards yourself, not me! xD
Nights love you ttm Ong Jia Yun DARLING<3

2010-04-26T21:49:00.003+08:00

Firstly, Happy Birthday to Wong Tai Lim and Remus Tan!!

Well, not really a fruitful day, didn't get to meet dear. I woke up at 9+ dam late for lessons so I decided not to go at all. Slacked at home watched movie till Joel came back with darryl. Gambled for a bit then went to play Viwawa to practice mahjong.
Headed over to Whitesands to meet Clement. Jubeated a while and chatted with him and off he went to Hougang plaza with Alwin and Ivan.. Went to Darryl's house to celebrate Remus's birthday, dam cute!!

Now chatting with darling on phone..

Goodnights all!

2010-04-25T23:31:00.002+08:00

Whooooo!! I'm very very happy now! xD
These two days I'm actually quite happy sia!!

I'm gonna be less sensitive towards what you do.. Cause I love you 100% le! Waiting for you to give me your 100%! More than 50% now rite? Lols.. Jiayou!!
Well well, even though we didn't really go to many places or had alot of fun, I felt quite happy that we spent quality time together.
Satisfied!!

Hmmm Thank you for all the effort that you've put in so far!! I totally appreciate what you've done for me!! LOVE YOU TTM!!
Hope we last as long as possible! Three cheers to our relationship! Its hard at first, but i'm sure the rest will be good!

Goodnights

2010-04-18T01:54:00.002+08:00

Another day like this??

Didn't get to see you for the whole day and when I see you still okay.. Till I noticed the markings on your hand..
Damned, even if it doesn't hurt for you, I feel the pain you know?? =(
How stupid could you be to cut yourself out of curiosity????!!!
If you didn't have a tetanus shot, you could be in deep shit!!
I feel much pain in my heart dear..

I hope you'll live up to your promise!!

2010-04-16T00:16:00.002+08:00

LOLS, okay, o.o, k, oh, ya, no,-.-..

Lets hope miracles really happen man.. Like seriously I'm pinning 90% of my hopes on miracles, cause I tried to help, but to no avail. There is this phrase "God only helps one who helps themselves first." True. Effort will produce result. Don't see any result, it can only mean 1 thing. No effort has been put in. Simple as that.

I only want to say things once and not repeat it again. Cause I do not want history to repeat, so, its all up to you. Things that I tell you, always have a really nice reply. "LOLS, okay, o.o, k, ya, no,-.-.." I keep mum about all these, but doesn't mean nothing is happening. You read my blog and give either one of the above replies only.

Sms-ing.. I can type nearly 2 sentences and your reply is always less than 5 words, makes my day. When I send you something on a good note, your replies are soooo encouraging! How to move on? Calls would always end up in silence because you say I don't talk. When I talk, it ends up with your one word reply. If you talk, you'll start talking about stuff that I don't like which is none of my freaking business. Others>Us?

"Everyone can say I love you, but getting an I love you isn't as easy." Really missing the days. When things are more natural.
Everyday I shall just wait and pray for miracles to happen, till then, I'll just reciprocate the actions.
Tired sia.. Really, freaking tired le. Gonna sleep soon, nights!

2010-04-14T22:18:00.002+08:00

These few days are killing me softly..

And btw, so much for Happy 2nd monthsary.. =(
Today sucked to the max!! Like totally! MAXED out!!

I just wonder at times. If you tell me your problems instead of telling your GOOD friend, wouldn't it be better. In that way, we would be able to work things out instead of arguing over it again and again.
There are few things that I wish that you can just change. Quit freaking smoking!! First, stop smoking in school! You think its cool? No. Just reflects badly on yourself. Think about it bah. Sometimes I wish that you get caught so that you would learn your lesson and quit but at the same time I fear that you could not face the consequences. Well, you have a boyfriend that cares for you so much, but what you may be thinking is that I'm being bad not letting you smoke and all that.
Any person that gives you a pack of ciggarette in anyway, isn't called a friend. Its just someone that wants to take your life away even quicker. I don't see why you have such a nice "friend". Should find the correct definition of friend bah.

Don't want to say anymore le.. If you see this, I just wanna tell you that I'm sorry for what happened today. I still love you! <3

2010-04-07T00:08:00.001+08:00

Hello all!!! Its already 12:08 am anndddddddd................ I'm fucking hungry!!
Can't get my hands on any form of food!!
Pissed off!

Anyways.... I've posted!!

Nights~

2010-04-04T23:13:00.002+08:00

Hello!!

Today did nothing much. Woke up pretty late today at about 2pm. Then prepared and went to central to find darling cause she wanted to meet Yusheng.

After that, YuSheng went home to sleep and me and darling wandered around Pasir Ris and finally decided to slack opposite block 231. Then at about 6 headed over to CS. Jubeated like quite a few credits! Something embarassing happened to me!! My back pocket had a hole all along and I didn't even notice till someone told me. >.<
Had to switch shirts with Brian as his shirt could cover up more of my ass!

Headed to Ananas had dinner then sent darling home.. Home sweet home! <3

2010-03-29T23:07:00.002+08:00

Hi!!

Today started of with a bad start after midnight. Really do not want this to happen again! Do not wanna see you sad for me anymore.. I love you!
It ended off in a good note anyhow. =D

My eyes were swollen, I literally had triple eyelids!! Went to fetch darling to school, then headed to City Hall for attachment. After a while, went back home. Slept till nearly 4 pm waking up halfway for a number of times.
Went to WhiteSands to meet darling and Rachelle, studied for some time then headed up to the arcade and played Jubeat.

Sent darling home after that and home sweet home!

Goodnights!

2010-03-25T23:14:00.002+08:00

Hello!! Haven't been posting in such a long time. Thanks dear for updating for me. =x

Today, went for work attachment. Like boring only sia. Damned sian. Haish~
Well, after that went back to pasir ris to find Darling.
Jubeated at White Sands a while then off to Wei Lun's house for mahjong.

Won $16 after 1 round.. xD Shiok-ness and I only brought $5 there. Fearing that I can't pay up when I lost! Anyways.. Baby was there facebooking then stoning.. =x Really sorry for pang seh-ing you.

After that went to White Sands to eat then sent darling home.
Home sweet home.

Nights!

2010-03-21T04:36:00.003+08:00

hi earthings ;DDD
helping jeremy to post for today & yesterday .
as you know , as usual he's too lazy to post. HAISH ~~! wad to do ? pathetic me ~ HAHA
just joking!
hmmm , yesterday
jeremy went to ehub to meet the others , after tht went home
while i went to my class bbq
met jeremy at ehub around 1030
bused down to bedok to fish
caught LOAD & LOAD of fishes
but it's all cat fish(sian)
went home at around 4-5 plus (forgotten )

today .
jeremy woke up at 4
went to clinic to get mc.
met me at my block .
went to cs for jubeating.
went to 444 meet eric
walked toward 418 meet marcus & co
went to 451 slack
sent me home
went to slack with daryl .
chatted with marcus and ah xin on msn .
and get the nickname ' cat fish king '
HAHA thts all i know lols ;D

and after the post what i feel like telling jeremy is
'' please update your blog manzxzx ''

signing off ,
jiayunnn ;D

2010-03-14T03:51:00.002+08:00

First and foremost, I would like to say Happy 1st month, Ong Jia Yun!! I love you!

Its our first month today. Pretty happy right now. Finally got her to sleep already, or else she wouldn't be getting up tomorrow.
Thanks darling for always listening to what I have to say, especially when I'm admitting my honest opinions. Thanks for being so understanding. Maybe the journey started off rough, and at times I would kao pei you a little, but I promise things are getting better each day!
A little disappointed that I didn't get to let you have the pleasant surprise today.
Its okay though, I told you bout it already..
The things that we swore and promised each other, I will live up to it. Hope you will too!!
Don't hide things from me!! Hahahas..
Saw a few changes in you since we started, some are good and some are not so good. But things evolve for the good! xD

Well well, did nothing much yesterday. Woke up pretty late and only met my darling at night. Went to E!hub for a while then sent darling home.
Now I am gonna get my beauty sleep! Goodnights!!

With loves,
Jeremy

2010-03-13T03:42:00.004+08:00

here to post for tht pig .
he should be sleeping now D;
hahah ,

jeremy's day
- went to gym with aloy in the morning
- meet me at around 4 plus
- jugbeat
- accompany me walk around from cs to tmall and to t1 to find some stuff
- go down town to meet ys & co
- went pasir ris fishing ( freaking warm & somemore no fish )
- went to mac & eat

LOL nothing to say now . hehs let the picture talk kay ? since i just uploaded & edited some of them HAHA .

singning off ,
jiayunnn ;D

2010-03-08T22:56:00.002+08:00

What more can I say? Pissed off!~ hahahahahaha!

So dam tired now..
I hate "Play the Game", waste my time de..

I QUIT!

2010-03-08T13:50:00.001+08:00

HELLO ! i am now in schhhhh hahah .
LOL today got people nvr slp . HAISH !

signing off ,
jiayunnn ;D

2010-03-08T03:32:00.003+08:00

Couldn't get to sleep as I woke up pretty late just now.
Might as well put this precious time in good use.

Blogging would just make me feel much better. I don't know why but it does, maybe writing is my passion?
I am not sure what is actually enlightening me now, but I just have a few quotes that I could think and write it all out now. xD They help you in life, these are the useful ones. Whenever you feel down, these quotes will push u further. Giving you hope and gradually achievement. In the following post, I hope nobody gets offended or affected greatly if there is, kindly tell me and I'll be more than happy to remove.

Here goes..
There's got to be a clear line between infatuation and love. When anyone accepts another party, a thousand or even a million hearts would be broken. Is this love or pity? Naturally, humans remember more of the good stuff in the past than the bad ones. So the main reason certain things were forgotten was mainly because it was bad. Quote no.1 :"Bad memories go to make more room for the good ones!" Making this into a very good example of our situation right now, many good and bad things have happened in the past or even now. Some may even be a blessing in disguise. Quote no.2 :"What's gone behind is called the PAST, what we are going to expect will be called the FUTURE, but this moment that we have together right now is actually a gift from god thats why its called the PRESENT!"

What I want from my girl, is just to be brave, and honest. =)
Nothing will change my love for you!
Audi-ing to destress!

Goodnights, with lots of love!

2010-03-07T16:16:00.003+08:00

Damned surprise someone actually came here and blogged for me on her own accord! Miracles do happen at times. xD

Well, my dearest girl, you don't have to thank me so much luhh.. I'm after all your boyfriend. I'll be there when you need me. Hahahas! So cut off all the formalities.
As posted earlier, went to Bedok Reservoir then fished till next morning. Cabbed my darling home, then off to home sweet home.

The satisfaction of catching fishes can't be described using words only. Haha!
Hope for more enjoyable times like this.

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I received a call this afternoon from one of my friends, saying how step you are. I was laughing and agreeing my ass off. Do you know how ironic is it? You think you know many people, but the many people that you know dislikes you. I am just lost for words already. My friend met you for the first time only and does not like your attitude already. You only take what you catch, understand?
You just suck man. I got asked why did I even tell that person that we were going to fish at Bedok Reservoir? The events in these few days have let me seen your personality, you are just a talker, not a do-er. Your talk is much bigger than your actions. xD

Nothing else to say liao.. Really improve yourself or no one can even help you in the future.

Ciao

2010-03-07T06:16:00.002+08:00

HEY ! jiayunnnn 's here ! HAHAH
just came bk from br just now . CAUGHT 2 FISHES LEH! HAHA
okay , here i want to thank jeremy for this .
without him i don't think i can catch any fish .
i had never caught a fish for the 13 years of my life
and i break the record of catching 2 big fishes today,
and thank for accompany throughout the day . AWESOME DAY!
thank you hor , jeremy ;DDD
okay larhs , RACHELLE TAN YI DAN i know you will see this HAHA
i also want to thank you for teaching me how to catch a prawn ;D
SMALL PRAWN i mean . HAHA . (provided that you remember )

okay larhs , its 6:25am gotta slp alr .
goodnight

signing off,
jiayunnnn ;D

2010-03-06T02:30:00.002+08:00

HEYYYY !!! LOL !
lazy jeremy is too lazy to blog , therefore i am here!
okay today ,
-meet me after sch .
- eat
- sent me home
- he went home take fishing rod .
- went to find marcus & co
- fishing @ town park .& caught loads of fishes
- things happened (secret)
- went to eat
- went to slack at play ground
- went to drink with wan & co
- gamble .
- sent me home .
- home sweet home ! HAHA
a busy plan!
LOL
okay byesss.

signing off,
jiayunn ;D

2010-03-03T23:02:00.002+08:00

First and foremost, my dear, you ownself say you wanted to blog for me the day before. You were late.. =P Hahahas.

Today, went pick baby up from school then went to school. Mr Wan saw me and somethings happened, then he told me go home. LOL so, went to find darling at Whitesands. She was jubeating and I jubeated as well.

After that went to Town Park to find the rest as they were fishing. Dunno whats up with us nowadays, quite addicted to fishing. =P
Hmmm, then went to Ananas to find Eric, ate for a while then off to 234 to slack.

Sent darling home after that then, home sweet home. xD

2010-03-02T23:30:00.002+08:00

HEY HEY HEY ~!
JEREMY CHEONG ! SEEE!
i post liao hor . dont say i nvr manzxz.
hahah .
haish . while people is having fun fishing i was crying like one mother fucker at home . thanks to the show ' 恋空 'HAHA .
got nothing to say hahah . suckerrr .
LOLOLOL!
hmmm .today wasnt a realli good day for me as well as JEREMY ! hahs
am i correct ?
thats all for the day ~!
bye bye .

sign off ,
jiayun.O

2010-03-01T23:37:00.002+08:00

My com is pretty much down so Ima use my I-touch to update!

Boring day, woke up in the morning at 8 plus went back to sleep. After that went to school.
Ended work at about 10.
Didn't get to see my darling today, freaking sian..

Main purpose of blogging today is to put up this note of apology to my Dearest girl. I was wrong about you all these while and I'm sorry.
Hope u forgive me about my previous posts but that was what I really felt at that point of time. Once again, I'm sorry.
Okay that's all for tonight!!

Goodnights

2010-02-27T01:27:00.004+08:00

Back home from a long day..

Met darling at WhiteSands then Jubeated. Jubeated for a few rounds and after hearing somethings, I got so pissed off!
Totally pissed off and was going to whack someone. But realised it actually takes 2 hands to clap.

Went to YuSheng's house downstairs and took bike and off to Farmway. On the way there, a taxi nearly banged me. Was pissed off so I shouted KNNBCCB, the driver wound down the window and shouted KNNBCCB Wu ji lai! LOL! In the end, he drove off.
Waited for Elton at bus-stop then off we go to Farmway.

Went prawning, I didn't prawn but watched them prawn.
Then cycled around then back to 444. Drank a bottle of Heniken really quickly and got light-headed. Sent darling home on bike then home sweet home.

Goodnights.

Don't you ever feel guilty? Maybe its too late to feel that now. Maybe I'm thinking too much but what people see and what people hear and tell me isn't that hard to believe. If you have feelings for him, please just go. I do not want to waste your time. Having a boyfriend then lying and being so intimate with another guy is just wrong, totally. Now you know why I'm pissed off. 1 more thing, I have never heard you say the word "I Love You" or "Love You" to me ever in my whole life yet, whereas just by someone passing the phone to you, he received a "Thank you, Love you." Wow! That's sweet, if you loved him why were you holding on to my hand in the first place. Think, please before you do anything. I never wanted to doubt you. And I will never will till the day I see it with my own eyes. I still love you.

2010-02-23T23:51:00.002+08:00

Just got home. xD

Well, I woke up at 12+ today, skipped school and went to find baby after school!
Ate at 444 and after that went back with her to change, then off to WhiteSands. Jubeated then went off to redhill for dinner.

Got lion dance and dragon dance there.. Hahas. Drank beer and stuff then after that Home sweet home.

Goodnights! xD

Walking on broken glass.

2010-02-22T23:49:00.003+08:00

Back from a long day, I guess?

Morning woke up at 6 and went to pick darling up and fetched her to school, she was nearly late! Luckily she ran to the gate when the whistle blew.
Headed to Charcoal for work attachment and I was greeted by loads of work again! DAMMIT! Had about 100 pax for lunch service. Really shagged after work.

Went to meet darling and nu-er at PS with Daniel. Went up to arcade while Daniel went to find his girlfriend. Played 2 Jubeat credits, and after that went back down to find Daniel. Saw someone we didn't want to see. After that, headed to J-cube and played Audition. THE KEYBOARD THERE SUCKS TO THE CORE! AND SO DOES THE COMPUTER. Okay, enough said.

Went to Bugis after that to meet nu-er's friend. Then slacked, went to play pool. Kinda fun today don't know why. xD Nu-er went to Bugis Junction to buy a birthday present for someone and darling and I did stupid stuff there and some stuff happened. But I'm sorry okay? =(
Then, headed back to Pasir Ris to meet Wei Zhi. Ate at Ananas, then sent darling home.

Long day sia, tired.. Really tired..

I just don't know why, the whole day, I felt so happy. This was all to good. Way too good to be wrong. On the way back, as I put my arms around you. Your body felt so warm, and I could feel more of sadness and unhappiness in that warmth. I was wondering and thinking what was wrong. The moment you touched my hand, looked at it and held it, I didn't feel like letting go. A few drop of tears rolled down my cheeks, and I didn't want you to see it so I rubbed it off. But instead you saw it.
The look of your eyes at the bus stop was so.. Dunno how to describe.
I just want you to be happy! That simple and I can't achieve that.
All I could do before I left was force a fake smile.

Shoes don't work on this thorny path. Nearly everywhere I go I hear that stupid song! My Itouch, people's blog and even the radio at some shops! Depressing..

Goodnights!

2010-02-21T22:17:00.001+08:00

Anddddddd what now??

2010-02-18T02:03:00.002+08:00

I don't know why but I just can't get to sleep.. Haish..
Hope you are sleeping well, my dear.

Everytime I hug you close to me, hold your hand. Satisfaction fills my heart, warmth starts to pour in too. But, day by day my heart starts to bleed and the pain is actually unbearable for me. Its because I know that day is coming, and I wouldn't know how would fate treat me. Tears would just fall anytime, I don't know why? Is it because I'm just missing a great gift like you in my life?
Negative thoughts come into play. My greatest fear has came again! I do not want all these! What have I done previously to deserve this?!
I really hope for the best, I really do not know what to do if it turns out negatively.
Right now I just feel like skipping all of my attachments just to make sure I could spend quality time with you. But I promised you to go, many difficult promises to keep.. Haish~
Lost~

Je te fais ce shoutout, Dieu, svp m'aide!

Goodnight! =(

2010-02-17T23:05:00.003+08:00

Ponnnnedd school today!!

Morning went to fetch darling to school, then went home sleep.
Woke up at 12+ got ready and went to meet darling outside her school, waited till bout 2 then she came out cause she had test. xD

Went to eat after something, then she went back to change. Headed to CS and played Jubeat.
Went back to WS and played Jubeat again, excellented 3 songs today. Yu Sheng excellent 2 basic songs while I excellented my extreme song.. Was quite satisfied. Hope for better scores! xD

Then went to 234 slacked then to 458 slack, sent darling home. Then, home sweet home..
BUAIIISS

2010-02-16T22:45:00.002+08:00

Today was pretty FUNNNNNN!~

Woke up at 12pm, called baby. Met up at WhiteSands.
Arcade a while, then wait for people come then cabbed down to Yu Sheng's house.
Bai nian, then Yu Sheng intro-ed us to this new game. LOL!!! Win can win alot of money, lose can lose alot too!!

Then headed over to Esmond's house, bai nian.. Then, baby went off to her aunt's house for dinner. Esmond's mom dam freaking nice can? Open liquor for us!! Drink till shiok! Yu Sheng was wasted then went home rest. ROFLMAO!
After that went to 444 da bao things home to eat. The rest came over and bai nian and my mom "entertained" them with her luoshuo-ness and questions! Hahahas. Soon, baby came over and bai nian too..
Audi-ed awhile then went downstairs to slack.

After that sent baby back to home sweet home. Guess who I saw on bus? Kim Huat(of all people)!!! Lols, now I'm at home literally laughing my freaking ass off looking at Rachelle's maid's facebook profile.. Made my day sia! TOTALLY fucking funny~

Enough of laughters.. Gonna sleep soon~
Goodnights all! xD

2010-02-15T00:48:00.004+08:00

Blogging again after receiving some news...

I understand how you feel and THANK YOU for everything and the chance!!I'll make sure that you will not regret giving me this chance! xD I don't just like you I LOVE YOU, Ong Jia Yun!!!
Hope we'll last long~ xD

And thank you RACHELLE TAN YI DAN!!! xD
CHEERS!!

2010-02-15T00:13:00.003+08:00

First of all HAPPY LUNAR NEW YEAR TO ALL!!!

End of storyy~

Can't believe it, is this gonna be my third failure?? I've finally managed to pick up my confidence and stuff again after a failure some years back. And I used back that method this time after my confidence and faith got back, didn't noe things would turn out this way luhh~ The thrill of wearing the ring around your neck gives me a hell lot of suspense and the answer,

Well, this things cant be forced and I totally respect that.. There are so many maybe(s) and if(s) I am asking myself. But just can't seem to find the answers.. I always turn to Audtion and try to feel better when I'm down, its not working today..

BUT if I ever get you, I swear to god, that I'll never let you go till the day you decided to let me go.. IF, I didn't get you, I'll just wait and wait and wait till the day you realise that the person that's your perfect match is right beside you all this time.
It is indeed a great challenge in chasing anyone, and I am honored.

Happy Valentines Day!!!

2010-02-07T23:59:00.001+08:00

Fineeeee thanks alottttt JiaYunnnnn~~

BLOGGED!

2010-02-07T23:54:00.001+08:00

JEREMY SUCKS !
by jiayunn ;D

2010-02-01T23:53:00.002+08:00

Didn't sleep last night! Tonned on fone with pig! xD

Morning met her at about 6 or so like that to have breakfast at 444. Then walked to Wei Zhi's block and waited for him.
Walked her to school then headed to City Hall.

Really hope there would be an off day. DAM SHAG!! Alot of stupid things happened on the train, I fell asleep while standing and nearly fell on to someone (that happened quite a few times). =x
Managed to get some sleep during service.

Now I'm home...
Pics for another day!~

Loves~

2010-01-31T21:57:00.002+08:00

Hey hey hey!!! Back to post!~

A pretty short day, wished there was more time on this sunday. Morning, woke up at about 10:30am and went to WhiteSands supposed to go salon. Too full, no appointment so called the pig and woke her up. xD

Went home and took cookies then went out to meet her at Tampines. Went to Century Square for Jubeat and stuff then met clique at E!Hub. Went to OCH walk walk then got police come all zao.. LOL!! Ate at Changi then after that headed back to Pasir Ris and slacked for a while before sending pig home.

Slacked at T-Mart with Wan for about 30 mins then went back.
Now dunno what to do.. Borrreeeeddd.. Anyways byes!~ Hope for more Sundays like this..

Lovess~

2010-01-27T23:41:00.003+08:00

Hmmm nothing much to talk about today...

Morning went to Tampines to pick pig up, sent her to school. Then headed for work attachment.

Slept at restaurant from 4-5:30 pm. xD

Then ended early at about 8:30..

Went to Tampines to meet the pig JiaYunnnnn. Slacked till 11+ then headed home..

Gonna audi soon so byes!! :B

Let these pictures speak a thousand words..

Yann!!! xD

2010-01-26T23:31:00.003+08:00

Well, not a bad day for me today! xD
First wanna thank JiaYunnnn for posting such a short post on my blog while I'm baking cookies for her. =P

Hmmm, morning woke up and was lazing around in bed when someone messaged me that she didn't feel like going to school. The story goes like this: someone took the wrong bus to school, then she alighted and walked to school. Nearing her school, she realised that she did not have a spare phone to surrender for being late. Then she went back home to take the phone and came back to Pasir Ris again. She said that she didn't feel like going to school so I pon-ned school with her. Don't want to mention who is that someone, especially JiaYunnnnn. :B

Called my mom and told her that I'm not going to school. Went to CC to find her with my bike, then walked home.
While she played Audition, I baked cookies.
Blah blah blahhhhh, Wan came at about 11+ and slacked at my house too.

At about 1+ went out to eat lunch then see doctor to get MC at polyclinic, after that she went back home and changed and off to Century Square.
Had loads of fun at Century Square!! xD

After that headed back to Pasir Ris and had dinner at Ananas, then arcade.
Went back to my house to get her schoolbag then went to Tampines..
Thats all for today..

Goodnights!! <3

2010-01-26T10:03:00.002+08:00

hello ,earthing .
jiayunnnn here , helping some piggs to post.
cause he is too lazy and nvr update for so long .
this is freaking LAME lol .
ahah . he is baking his cookies now . lol BLACK COOKIES
haha,bye ;D

2010-01-24T23:37:00.001+08:00

Long time since I last posted.. Oh well, life hasn't been really going that well and not really what I expected everytime..

Hmmm going to sleep now, getting up early again tomorrow.
Be patient, wait for after the 4th of Feb, more time for you.. xD

2010-01-07T23:59:00.001+08:00

I can't read you girl, just wanna read you like a book.

Don't know.

2010-01-05T23:26:00.002+08:00

Things come and go so quickly..
You took care of me and my younger bro well.
Thanks for being there for us all this time!! =(
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No mood for posts recently.. Haisz.. Will be back soon, I promise!

2010-01-03T01:13:00.000+08:00

The priceless smile is what makes my everyday! xD

2009-12-28T04:09:00.002+08:00

First of all.... HAPPY BIRTHDAY KRYSTAL!! xP
Cya later~

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Just woke up, couldn't get back to sleep so, decided to blog. Yesterday, woke up at 1pm went to white Sands then followed by ah mah house.

Whole body was like nua.. I also don't know why. Mood was fucked up? Like really fucked up? I'm seeing things which I do not want to see. People being stupid, I mean PLAIN STUPID. Lying is the latest trend I suppose? Still trying to get used to this trend, but don't think I could. News, Magazines, blogs getting crappier each day.
People talking about their own PERSPECTIVES, not the actual fucking life story.
Twisting the whole thing around to suit their own eyes and the eyes of their friends.
Maybe I made the wrong choice of even getting to know these people? Maybe I'm blind? Or maybe, these people are just fucking around with their own lives and not caring about those who care?

Well, enough said. You are a man, so stop fucking crying to me. Teardrops are not worth that much anymore. Try out something new!~

Got to go for work attachement later at Charcoal. Its gonna be a new day. xD
Miss you darling.. <3

2009-12-25T20:40:00.002+08:00

Woke up at 1 today, nua-ed in bed and smsed dear..
Then bathed and went out to meet clique, supposed to go to VivoCity to watch Alvin and the Chipmunks 2 but wtf!!! I already regretted watching the first movie!! :B

So in the end went to Tampines Mall with Marcus, and my bro to watch Sherlock Holmes, nice movie.. 4 Stars outta 5!! xD
Went back to Whitesands arcade whereas Marcus went to Bugis.
Maximum Tuned, DDR, Drums.. Then HOME!!

Eat pizza again.. Now stoning in front of com.
Looking forward to tomorrow's Sentosa trip! xD

2009-12-24T02:37:00.002+08:00

Night like day, and day like night. I do not know what am I doing exactly turning my whole body clock upside down. Past few nights have been staying up doing nothing.

Woke up at 7+pm today and went out to Whitesands for dinner. So bored, so played DDR and Maximum tune. Play DDR till dam tired.
Nowadays, I've got no mood for anything.

I wanna go back to smoking again. Thinking of it as a fucking waste of money, but just to use it to cool me down at times. My temper is like going from bad to worse.. Oh well, cant do anything about it either. Patience seems to be nearly zero for me already.

Gonna continue my written assignment. Goodnight!

2009-12-23T19:42:00.001+08:00

Will update real soon!!

Busy lately!~ SOrry~

2009-12-13T23:43:00.003+08:00

Blogging again..

This morning went out to eat breakfast with Alan and Darryl. xD
After that not supposed to sleep, but I took a rest on my bed, then boom comaaaa..

Woke up at 3+ met Yann at Tampines, bought shades then went to Century Square for lunch cum dinner at Jack's Place. Went to play Jubeat at Century Square arcade.
Back to White Sands.. Then, Jubeat again..
Off to E!Hub, maximum tune then watch the rest play some stupid crap.. LOL!
Oh well, here's pics for today.. =P

End of the story.. xD
Nites peoples!

2009-12-06T06:14:00.003+08:00

This is a post only for the right girl~
I don't mean to be naggy or long-winded, but love and care is such.

Its not that I just woke up. Couldn't get to fucking sleep.
The only thing on my mind was you, even when me and my bro were watching movies in my room, I couldn't stop thinking about the future.
Question 1:
I am just wondering, what must I do to make you stop doing shit like this?

There would never be an answer to this question but all I can ask from you is to stop. Everytime u do this kind of shit and don't tell me, I feel fucked up already(somehow I know that you are doing it). Today you admitted you did it again, I nearly called you to scold you. But I held back and decided to just let it be, because scolding you wouldn't work. Encouraging you to quit would be the best.
Have you ever spared a thought for me? What if you get caught again? What would I be left with? I don't want to spend time with you only on weekends. Think carefully my dear, cherish what you have before its all gone.

You will realise that I'm loving you more and more each time you commit a mistake, it'll just give me heartaches that you keep repeating that same thing over and over. Think, then change. xD You'll have my full support! <3
With that here comes question 2.
Question 2:
Will you grant me my wishes for Christmas? *winks*

Hope I will see the answers to my 2 questions through actions ONLY. Willing to wait for you to change~ I'll never give up on you!
Love you to the max!
Muacks~ <3

Going out now, will be back to post 2moro. Have not posted my Singapore Flyer photos. xD
Tata

2009-12-04T01:18:00.002+08:00

Hello today did nothing much...

Just posting this nice pic. xD

This happened during work.. Guess who is this?

2009-11-27T01:12:00.006+08:00

Hello!!
Nothing much for today, woke up nearly 4pm liao. Went to Whitesands, then work.

Here are some pics taken at Ananas!
Starring the bitch! :B

Hmmm.. Guess all of you have watched the movie, "The Exorcist", well, I found something pretty similar. Enjoy~

Some how these 2 pictures look alike. xD

Starring Yann Lee Zi Yan~ :B

Gonna go to sleep! Another long day 2moro.. xD

2009-11-24T00:41:00.003+08:00

I, Jeremy, fucking hate all kinds of ovens. Microwave ovens etc.
Don't be too much. You'll get nowhere. :B

Well, today will be the last day I'll start a conversation with you(doesn't mean I wont continue if u started the conversation first.) Thats that.

End of the story.

2009-11-22T23:28:00.003+08:00

I just want to u sit back, sit tight and let me do the job.
I just want to find out why alright?!
Btw, get yourself a pair of spectacles if your eyesight was really that bad. Or is it just love that made you blind? Gotta grow up, keep moving man!
Puh-lease uh.. Seeing you hurt over and over again just makes me more than just frustrated!
You know who you are.

Takkaires! xD

2009-11-21T23:53:00.005+08:00

First things first..
Pictures.. Very few words..
All these happened on the 16th November at Clarke Quay.
Don't worry Ahvan! I will save the best for the last! xD
Noey and his GF!

Hmmmm I wonder who is this?! :B

2009-11-07T23:31:00.005+08:00

Birthday boy and girls stuck in toilet before celebration

2009-11-06T22:57:00.003+08:00

Gonna stop posting liao..

So this blog is dead liao.. xD if you tag i'll reply~
:B

2009-10-28T22:36:00.002+08:00

Today, woke up only at 3pm. zZz

Went to White Sands with Alan, ate at Ananas first then went up to the arcade. After a while, my bro and clique went back home to change before coming back.

THEN, waited for AhVann, Dawn, Xiu Fang, Vickaye, Ah Xin, and Calvin to come to White Sands, chatted and slacked till about 9 then they headed back.
Went home after that.. No pictures today..

Gonna sleep dont wanna miss school 2moro..

2009-10-27T22:24:00.004+08:00

Happy Birthday Dawn!! xD
Hope you have enjoyed yourself today!

Here is your present!! Siew Mai with abalone on top! =P

This morning woke up, used com. Tried to find something to do, but couldn't find anything. In the end decided to go Polyclinic get MC for today. Reached Pasir Ris CC, then found out the Polyclinic was already closed. WTF! Sian half, it was only 1pm luh.. zzz

Walked back to home, smoked with my brother and Darryl at stairs. Then, pei-ed Darryl to go to Central(again) to meet Yu Sheng to talk things out. Alan met me after that.
Went to Hougang to meet Laraine, then took bus to Orchard.
Had pizza and baked pasta at Lucky Plaza's Pizza Hut, one of the places I dislike..

Waited for Lebrone and Bryan to come. In the end, they still at White Sands when we ate finish. Went back to Pasir Ris to find them. Slacked a while, then headed to E!Hub. After that, chatted at arcade for some time. Something dam funny happened, I hid behind the "Silent Hill III" machine and Bryan told Mei Xuan there was a free credit inside. When she chose to take the right gun, I suddenly stood up and went "BAHHHHHHH!!!" She screamed and flared her arms, it was fucking hilarious. Bryan could not stop laughing. :B Her facial expression was PRICELESS! After laughing, went to eat Chicken Rice. After that, smoked again then went to bus stop to take bus home. Bade the rest goodbye and left with Alan.

It was a great day that we had!

Here are some pictures of Yann Lee Zi Yan taken sometime back.. :B ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

I don't really know what to say or do now. I'm just lost, totally. And you, FUCK OFF! Seriously, hating you more and more.

I'm selfish! Get used to it!

2009-10-27T00:59:00.003+08:00

Wooooo just got back from celebrating Dawn's bday at Redhill..

Went Katong KTV first then back to Redhill. Will blog more later..

Pictures taken on Sunday will be posted later.. Starring YLZY~

Cya

2009-10-25T01:30:00.002+08:00

24/10/09 is the sex!

Thats all i gotta say~ xD

Picture taken at Century Square arcade!

2009-10-23T23:38:00.002+08:00

Finally, I can blog after so many days of my computer being down..

Could not run any programmes or even msn.. D:<
So I had to find the virus files one by one and deleted those. Thank myself that worked..

Today was kinda fun, at the end.. :B
Morning, woke up at 5+ cause got message, after that went back to sleep. Woke up at 7am, got ready and left the house.
So suay hor, reach MRT I have no money on E-Z Link card and no cash on me. SO, therefore, hence, didn't go to school. I was looking forward to go to school for the first time leh~

Went back home, watched movie on com.
12+ met my bro and clique at White Sands after their school, ate and waited for Lebrone to come then went over to E!Hub.
Met Jun Hui there, played Jubeat till sian then went back home.
Waited for mom till bout 7+pm then got money from her then went out. Went back to E!Hub with Alan and Jun Hui. Played Jubeat, Shawn came then something dam xia suey happened.
Went to the back staircase to smoke, Shawn showed me how to remove the filter of the cigarette (it was a charcoal filter) using my mouth.
I bit the filter and pulled, the cigarette broke in half. I stared at him, he stared back. STUNNED!!
There was this freaking moment of silence, then i broke the silence by laughing. So i smoked without the filter and result? Tobacco leaves stuck to my lips. =.=

After that helped Shawn play Jubeat. Jun Hui left about 10pm. So fastt~
Wanted to excellent "Real Voice", but because of the fucking auto scan, 1 bar missed. Score = 997k+. Was kinda screwed up.
Played Primeval Hunt with Alan and he was fucking gay, so many vital shots till I thought my eyes got problem. TMD!

Walked to the bus stop outside Downtown East and chatted at the same time. Suddenly, Shawn mentioned about past incident at E!Hub where a group of guys tried to find trouble with us.
Laughed at all the different ways we could have answered him and started acting retarded. At that point of time all 3 of us were like high, or crazy (more of crazy)! Acted like we had spasms and stuff.
One word to describe it, hilarious!!
Took bus 5 home, bidded Alan and Shawn goodbye then............
HOME SWEET HOME! xD

Gonna rest early tonight!
So tata readers Nights! <3

2009-10-18T22:31:00.002+08:00

Com down with virus.. Will blog but short posts, using mom's com is like using a Pentium 1 com.. WTH~

And Laraine mei, do something bout your tagboard.. =D

2009-10-17T23:27:00.001+08:00

I hate MotherFucking liars!!!

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2009-10-15T21:54:00.002+08:00

FUCK FUCK FUCK!!! I'm down with flu and sore throat!!! ARGH!! TMD!~

Last night was like boring. Went to tuition Remus, then find Alan go out to E-Hub.
Maximum Tune-ed, then went back home..

Hungry and couldnt get to sleep, so I went to Dhoby Ghaut to find Marcus, Darryl, Tommy, Yu Sheng, Amanda and my bro. Reached there nearly 2am.
Went out to eat food, then went back to LAN shop and use com a while..

Slept only 2 hours, woke up and went to school..
Slept in nearly all of the lessons..
Came back to White Sands, played at arcade then went home..

SOMEONE forcing me to take medicine.. HAISH!~

Gonna sleep early.. Nites..

2009-10-13T23:40:00.002+08:00

Just reached home from ah mah's house.

Today, woke up at about 11+am went down to eHub to play Maximum Tune with Marcus, and my bro.
After that met Daniel, Guo Yan, Cheng Zhi and Vien for lunch. Went to Buddies and Hoaggies, did some catching up. So long did not sit together and chit chat like that le, must have it more often. Then, went to Gelare for waffles! Continued our chit chat and stuff. Alan and my bro came to find me after that.

Gotta say bye to them and headed to 230 with Alan and my bro. Waited for Darryl, Marcus to come down then played basketball. Played till 6+ then went back home.

Sat at the computer when reached home, Facebook-ed, Msn-ed. Then some ungrateful person(again), not to mention. You know who, here's a clue, "Lala". She told me to buy her on Facebook's friends for sale claiming that she was worth 2 million dollars only, dam cheap. I GOT SCAMMED! I saw her value $443,484,582. WTH~
Asked her to buy me as I'm only worth $22mil + she said its ex! RAWR~
Fine. =P

After that left home and went to Ah mah's house. Ate there pei her chat till 10:30pm, then headed home. Gonna sleep soon as tomorrow need to get up early.

Today's keyword: Clarification

Nites!

2009-10-12T20:17:00.002+08:00

Back home from White Sands.. How should I start my post???

Oh oh oh.. Nearly forgot. Firstly, I want to thank this girl, named Laraine, for helping me do a few touch-ups and changing my blog song.
Thanks alot bitch!! Your efforts are much appreciated. xD
Since you asked me to post about Saturday, why not?

Saturday(10th October):

Woke up at 2pm..
Had duck rice. zZz Hate duck meat with bones. Grumbled about it.
Bathed, changed, then headed for Swissotel. Managed to reach there on time at 3:01pm.

After work, went back home, changed. Went to find Marcus.
Accompany him to ton with his friends at East Coast Park. At first, felt bored. So went to the stone table with Marcus to slack.
After a while, went to McDonalds to eat.
Ate, went back to the stone table and joined the group.
Had a good chat with AhXin. Quite funny and cheerful guy, random at times, but whats fun without randomness? =D
Some fell asleep, in particular number 1. MARCUS!!

Waited for 6am, talking cock(literally) and stuff.
Walked to the bus stop with Laraine, Ah Xin, Marcus. Was kinda tired already but oh well..
Waited for the first bus which was supposed to come at 6:14, and Laraine's was at 6:27.
At first, didn't want to wait for her bus to come. Since she alone and she keep asking, wait lor. She still had the cheek to ask us to take bus 55 together with her.. ROFL
In the end, AhXin took the first bus, Marcus and me took the 3rd bus home.

Slept till 12+ then got ready for work again.
Even though just know you guys and see you guys for this first time, it was amazing how we got along well enough.
But to some ungrateful people, which i do not want to mention names, for example Laraine, posted on her blog thanking an idiot(me) for waiting for her bus..
Oh well, hope to see you guys around. Nice meeting yall!! xD

Laraine!!! Happy now?! BLOGGED about that day le.

Till then goodnight all!!

2009-10-11T00:29:00.001+08:00

Today sian half!! Knn feel damn fucked up now..

Fuck that unreasonable guy sia..

KNNBPCB

2009-10-09T00:21:00.002+08:00

Just reached home from Swissotel.

Long day, actually not that long bahs. Well, it was just tiring.
Slept at 2am, woke up at 5:55 to meet Rachelle pei her go to White Sands to draw money, then send her to school.
Me, being nice sending her to school, got the blame for her being late. -.- But she said she kidding, so never mind.

Went to have McDonald's breakfast at White Sands, then headed home.
Comp-ed, bathed, then went out.
Headed for City Hall, Swissotel.

Not many delegates came in today. A few foreign ministers.
At the end of the day, as we were about to go home, someone approached us asking if we were Interpol. My friends stood there quietly.
He asked a second time and I said yes. He smiled and shook our hands telling us that he was the Secretary General of Interpol. I was dumbfounded, didn't say anything but just smiled at him. LOL

STUNNED~

Oh well, took a cab home with Si Hui. Company is paying, shiokness.
Good news!! Monday and Tuesday don't have to go to school~ =D

Alright gotta sleep soon, busy day later. Tatas..
<3

2009-10-06T22:22:00.001+08:00

Well, I guess that things are already fine the way it is now.
I hope that you are happy from now on, my only wish from you. Can you PROMISE me? =x

Thank you for your understanding.

Tomorrow no school! Shiokness!~
Gonna stay up todae..

Tatas~!

2009-10-06T01:32:00.002+08:00

There is just too many things at 1 time I guess..

But, I just saw your post and I am surprised by your sudden change in decision. Confused. Really. Totally.
I wonder what made you change your decision suddenly, I'm really keen, in a good way.

Right now, lets just remain as best friends first and maybe start a new chapter? Thats just a suggestion.. Lets not rush things now okay?

I want you to take care of yourself too. Get good grades for your exams, we will discuss this things after your exams.

Nights

2009-10-05T22:44:00.004+08:00

This message is dedicated to the girl, once truly loved by me:

Dear Rachelle,

I have already regretted my decision of breaking before. But after receiving your zippo lighter gift with the engraving of "2608", I even regretted starting this relationship with you. Now, when you see me and I see you, we couldn't even talk to each other properly as friends. I fucking regretted. If I was just your good friend since the start, none of this would have happened. You wouldn't be hurt, no suffering, and of course we could still be happy. I read your letter, nearly broke down at the arcade, I chose to stay strong. Please do not avoid our slacking sessions, because that would only make me miss you even more. Are you going to do that?

Next, wouldn't you have more good memories about the past if u had just kept our pictures? No matter what, I'll just keep those two pictures with me. Looking back, even if I have changed much I don't think that things will still be the same for us. My final decision now after hearing "depends" from you, is to remain as we are now. BUT hopefully we can throw the unhappy past away, and be the best of friends from now on. In that way, we could still have each other without having the fear of losing one another of breaking up.

If you agree, then of course it would be the best solution. I want to talk to you like before, I want to hang out with you like before. I want to be there for you when you need me just like before. May I have that privilege? Please?

Lastly, I have a quote for you. I want you to stay strong NO MATTER what happens in the future. It would be hurting me if you get hurt.
So, here it goes:

"Love begins with a smile,
Grows with a kiss,
And ends with a teardrop.
If someone you love hurts you,
Cry a river,
Build a bridge,
And get over it."

I hope this quote would affect you greatly, and of course I would hope to hear from you very very soon. This would be my final teardrop for this relationship. I hope when I get over that bridge, I would see a new best friend waiting on the opposite for me. And her name, "Rachelle Tan Yi Dan". No one could replace you. Stay strong my girl, stay that way, cause a guy's heart is always weaker.

Goodnight,
Signing off

2009-10-04T08:09:00.004+08:00

Still up and awake.. Can't get to sleep..

Yesterday, didn't attend the training in school as I tonned at Terence's house the previous nite..
Oh well, woke up and went to Darryl's house for Remus's tuition..
After that, went home to change then headed out to Vivo City to meet Joel and Mom to celebrate her birthday..

After that came back to White Sands, Jubeat-ed..
Went to E-Hub after that..
Jubeat again, then went to 444 and slacked with Eric and Jubeat ppl..
Reached home bout 3+am..
Freaking tired but cannot sleep..
So played private server with my brother..
In the end, he went to sleep at about 4+..
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I opened the gift, and I was fucking shocked..
I never guessed or thought of that gift.. Cried as I read that small little note..
IF only I had opened the gift earlier.. Well, things can't be changed right now, from the way it already is..
I will keep put up that picture frame on my study desk, so that whenever I look up, I will remember the thick and thin that we've been through together..

It is alright if you do not forgive me for what I've done..
You don't have to forgive me, you can hate me if you want.. Just stay happy and strong!!
Now, I really don't know how to face you, after looking and thinking further about all that you have done for me.. I should be ashamed of myself..

The word "sorry" wouldn't make you feel any better now..
All I can do now is to treat you as a good friend, if you would regard me as your friend..
That's the best I can do for now..

I can never make it up to you in my entire life..
Stay strong Rachelle!! The effort that you've put in wasn't left unnoticed!

2009-10-03T03:21:00.002+08:00

Now at Terence's house dunn0 doing wad.. AHEM!

Yesterday, went to school in the morning, early for the first time..
Went there for Mr. Guna's lesson, then went off with Daniel to Woodlands to settle stuff..
Left Woodlands at 4+, took 969 back to Tampines to meet Rachelle, Darryl, Marcus, Joel..

Went to White Sands and played Jubeat..
Then got some drama at Interchange.. Haish, cant do anything to solve anything..

Reached 234, talk talk...
Then finally, I managed to force myself to say the word "break"...
Quite sad for both parties.
Sat at playground and kinda teared a lil, but it cant be compared to the pain that you r feeling..

I know that u have done alot for me, and tried to change..
But do I deserve all that sacrifice?? A fucking big question but still no answer from myself..
HAIZ!
What have u done to deserve all these bullshit and pain from me?? ='(

So I managed to force myself to breakup, as there is no choice and I do not want you hurt anymore..
To the people of our clique, who are the middlemen, SORRY for all the trouble..
And finally thank you..

I hope that we would seriously remain as GOOD FRIENDS.. And I really mean it..
I wanna thank you for your first month gift, and everything else that you have done for me..
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Thank you mei, for being there as well..

Lastly all have a good nights rest..
<3

2009-09-23T22:48:00.001+08:00

Today did nothing much..

Morning woke up 7+ then went to Bukit Merah for photoshoot...
After that, went back.. Jubeated at E-hub..
Excellented another song...
=D

Well well.. GTG sleep so will be a short post for today..

2009-09-22T23:11:00.003+08:00

Last night was fun..

Went out at 2+am to find Terence at Tampines area..

Makan-ed, chat-ed, slack-ed..

Then cycled to his place at Bedok..

Reached home at about 6+ am..

Fell asleep at 7+am and woke up at 3+pm to a call from model agency..

Nidda go down to sign some papers for tomorrow's assignment.

After that went to Dhoby Ghaut, Jubeated..

I excellented パンキッシュ☆ basic.. Hahahahahahas... 1 more excellent song to my collection.. =D

Then, MRT-ed back to Pasir Ris and jubeated again..

Met Daniel, Zhi Hao and Guo Yan.. Had waffles at Gelare..

Tomorrow nidda go down to Bukit Merah for photoshoot for Guiness Stout ad.

So i'm going off to sleep, tata...

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After seeing the gift left on my table, I was like so touched and wanted to cry at that point of time.

I don't know if it is really worth it for u to carry on with me..

I feel dam guilty, I feel dam bad, I feel dam sad..

Honestly, I haven't thought of getting anything for you.. Its just the first month..

Haiya.. My mind is too messed up.. Hopefully things will get better, if u can't take it anymore and u are too tired.. I rather u let go..

Goodnight readers..

2009-09-21T23:43:00.003+08:00

Today was a FUCKING great day~

Slept at 4+am and woke up at 1pm... Met bi, Darryl, Elton, and my bro at 234 playground.. Went to Pasir Ris interchange..
Waited for Yusheng, Wen Yan..
In the end, decided to head off to Pasir Ris Park first..
Met bi's mom and Darryl's mom and their family there, rent bike then cycle around.. =D

It was FUCKING fun today..
After that started to pour, so bi, Elton and me cycled to Whitesands first while the rest took bus..
Reached there.. Sit sit a while, the rest went to eat KFC.
Bi, Elton and I cycled back to Darryl's house, had dinner there then came back to WhiteSands..

Jubeat-ed, then went home..
Now msn-ing.. Arguing..
Nights.
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Don't know how and don't know why???
Ever since it started, Germaine, Mom, Dad, some people told me that "Bu Pei"..
I have always tried to prove them wrong..
Trying is the keyword..
People would tell me "TRY harder".. Uh huh.. But wth? Am i getting any further trying?
Or am I just making things worse just by trying.. I can't judge.. I realli cant..

Goodnight readers, with love..
<3

2009-09-16T00:36:00.002+08:00

COWARD?

=D

2009-09-08T01:01:00.000+08:00

Currently waiting for sillybaby to update his bloggggggger.
Bi ah, kuai yi diannnnnnn ~
luvya.

2009-09-06T23:50:00.003+08:00

BLOGGED!!!

----> Lazy Pig trying to act cute by updating 10 letters only. <----
He is trying to persuade me to update for him the last time. Lan duo chong.
Anyw, he is always busy with projects (fyi, last min work) :D

Luvya.

updated.
kthxbuai.